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NoThInG ToO DoO! [03 May 2004|09:35am]
[ mood | bitchy ]

WeLl this weekend i didnt really do anything i know that i stayed at my brothers wit dave friday night and then sat. i went to work from 12 to 5 i think it was and then after work i went to daves house and we went for a walk and after about a half hour of walking we meet up wit TJ and his cuz and we walked around some more and then we all went back down to TJ's house and chilled tryed to find a ride to Dales party but by the time they found a ride it was like 11 30 so we walked back up to daves house so i could find a ride home and in the mean time we got into a fight and i didnt want to be there any longer so i got ahold of kat and she came to get me and we talked for a lil bit and then she took me home and the sunday ummmm kortni and bryan were having problems so they were both comming to me so i had to help them get back together ( I only did it because there bother really good friends) and then bryan was comming to pick me up t ogive me a ride to work but dave called me and asked me to go up there so we could talk shit out so i did and while i was up there bryan came to my house to pick me up but of course i wasnt there and then he called a few times so i had to go home so i get have him come pick me up....and me and dave talked shit out and we are fine again now....but i had to go to work at 4 untill close. And today im meeting dave at work at 4 but i think after skool kat is ganna come and pick me up!! but thats all that really did happen.c

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TiReD As ShIt! [29 Apr 2004|11:34am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | FuCk YoU OthA HoEs FuCk YoU OtHa BiTcHeS ]

Ummm sitting here in computer class doing nothing at all im so tired and all i want to do is go home and go to bed. I didnt come to skool yesterday because i got up to late and my mom told me that i didnt have to come bc it was already 11:30 but then we went to Berwick and got some shit for me and my mom and then we went to pick up christie and dave and we went to my house and chilled for a lil bit and then we went to the park and we chilled there for an hour and my mom came and picked us up and took christie home and then me and dave went back to his house and hung out for a lil bit and then i went home other than that that's all that really happend yesterday and today i think i have to work even though i dont want to i guress i have to because at the end of next year me and dave are going to get our own apartment and we cant wait. We just have to save up money and after we have that money we are moving!! But anyway im tired as shit so i will type some more sometime later!!! Love You GuRlS!!


xoxoxoxoxDaVexoxoxoxox
OnE LoVe AlWaYs AnD FoReVer!

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CrAzY!!! [26 Apr 2004|09:33am]
[ mood | blank ]

Well friday i had to work and then i went to my brothers and chilled there and dave came up and stayed the night and then we went to the Renazonts sat. morning because i had to be to work at 5 so then i went to work and i got out around 10 and Catie came to get me from work and me Catie,kate, and Jakie went to my house so i could get my clothes and get ready to go out and then we went to get dave and he was sleeping so we had to wait for him to get around and then we went to Ericks house and they drank and everyone bonged a beer but me i didnt even drink because i HATE beer. But then Dave you guys know how he is and he drank to much and got drunk we left ericks around 3am sunday morning and went to take dave home i was going to stay at his house wit him but he was being an ass hole and he was telling me to shut the fuck up and shit...but we made up but he also got mad because i didnt stay wit him after i told him i would but i didnt want to because he was being really rude...but then we got to Caties house around 3:30 and went to bed and got back up at 9:30 because sh had to be to work at 10 so she took me to work and then i went back home and went to sleep till 4 that after noon and i had to be to work at 5 but dave came over around 4:15 and we went to get cigs wit keith and then i got ready for work went to work and dave and keith came to see me at work and i got them some free food. O yeah cassie i hurd about you and keith...Nice back! :) haha!

Today Keith and Dave are meeting me outside after skool and from then on i have to idea what i am doing!! And i dont work till thursday!!!

-SoRrY I DiDnT CaLl YoU CaNdY!! I StIlL LoVe YoU!!

XoXoXoDaVeoXoXoX.....Forget about everything that happend saterday night and sunday morning! I still love you!o

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StIlL FuCkInG SiCk! [23 Apr 2004|09:30am]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | "ItS FrIdAy NiGhT AnD I FeLl AlRiGhT" ]

Still sick and not doing so well......ummmm i have work tonight at five and it feels like my brains are going to slide right out of my ear...ummmm yesterday after skool i went to daves and then we went to get me Cigs. bc i finaly got my check cashed and then we walked to see Ilia(his sister) at work and i got a drink there and then we went to subway and i got a turkey hoggie and then we went back to his house and he rubbed my back Ect. HaHa and then we went to sleep and we got up and i had to go so so ummmmm i went home and went to bed and i had a really back fucking headace and then i woke up this morning wit the same damn headace and i went to jens layed in her bed about to fall back asleep and i swear that i heard dave say my name out side of her house so i got up tp look and no one was there so i layed back down and then i heard her phone go off but when i looked at it no one had called and i was bugged out about that and then i tryed laying back down and i thought dave sat next to me and started talking to me but whn i looked he wasnt there and i had to get up and smoke a cig because that felt to real and it bugged me the fuck out. But other then that nothing really went on. Ummmm i think tonight im staying at my brothers house wit dave but im not quite sure yeat.

-CaSsIe AnD SaRa AnD CaNdY If YoU GuYs Do AnYtHiNg LeT MeE KnOw!!! LoVe Ya GuRlY GiRlZ!!

FuCk FaT BiTcHeS!! (SaBrEnA)

x0x0x0xDaVex0x0x0x
I LoVe HiM AlWaYs AnD
!FoReVeR!

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StIlL SiCk! [22 Apr 2004|09:36am]
[ mood | ditzy ]
[ music | " EvErYoNe LoVeS MeE NoBoDy HaTeS MeE" ]

HaHa....everyone has slutty clothes on and jen already got into trouble for her shirt....i think that this school is nothing but shit anymore...but what can you do? I talked to dave this morning and he hung up on me well he didnt say bye he just hung up....i made him a lil mad. but what can you do about it? Nothing! Keith now thinks that i dont like him because i guess sara said something to him but i dont know if he was just saying that or if she really do say it because i asked her about it and she was like "Keith just got out of jail and i didnt even really see him" but i dont know i think it is a bunch of bull shit thats why i dont hang out wit anyone anymore besides dave and my brother...because it seems like everyone else is quick to turn on you and dont like people like that but i still love LAURA,CASSIE,AMANDA,CANDY,SHANNON,JEN R.,JEN I. EcT. YoU AlL KnOw WhO YoU ArE...if i try not to talk to you then you know you arnt one of the people mi talking about! BuT I LoVe AlL My GuRlZ!! GuRlZ NiGhT OuT NeXt SaT. We ShOuLd AlL GeT ToGeThEr!!


-I love Dave and theres nothing that is going to change that. He does anything and everything for me and i love him for that and i love the SeX! HaHa most important part....lol nah its not the most important part but it always helps! (SaRa * CaRlOs) Sorry to hear all the stuff you told me sara!

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SiCk! [21 Apr 2004|11:35am]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | "Im TiReD AnD I WaNnA Go HoMe" HaHa ]

Ummmm I Havent updated in awhile so i thought that i would tae the time to do it now....ummm i wasnt in skool monday i mean i did come for about 30 mins and then i felt really ill and i went home and then i had to go to the docters that same day and i found out the i had Aqute Tonsalites(how ever you spell it)then i went back home and i called dave and he came over and we just chilled in my room and watched movies and he babied me...hehe i love him so much... then tues. i came to skool because i wanted to get my test back from Biology and i had to sit in ISS all day and then me and the ISS Teacher got into a fight because she was being a bitch and wouldnt let me go to the nurse to get some caugh drops and that pissed me off so i called my mom but she didnt get the call untill around 2:10 but she asked me about it when i got home and then after i told my mom my mom got pissed and she came into the school this morning and bitched at the teacher and everything was all right after that....and now im sitting in 6th Per. Doing nothing what so ever because i dont feel like working....O yeah and 1st per.l today we had a talk wit the Ms. Sorg because if the way us gurls dress in this school and when she was talking about "fat people shouldnt wear clothes like that" it pissed me off because people can wear what ever they want to. And i guess we are all dressing like lil sluts to skool tomarrow. HeHe its going to be so fun....

- And The LAURA started yelling at one of the teachers because the teacher said that we all open our shirts for the guys at lunch time and shit....and thats when everyone started flippin out....

but o well what are you going to do? If my mother lets me walk out of the house with what i have on then no one else is going to tell me what i can and cant wear!!!

-DaVe I LoVe YoU BaBiE BoY!!!

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DeAr MaMa -2 PaC [16 Apr 2004|11:41am]
[ mood | blank ]

You are appreciated...

When I was young, me and my mama had beef
17 years old kicked out on tha streets
though back in tha time, I never thought I'd see her face
ain't a woman alive that can take my mommas place
suspended from school, scared ta go home
I was a fool with tha big boys breaking all tha rules
shed tears with my baby sister
over tha years we wuz poorer than tha other little kids
and even though we had different dadies
tha same drama when things went wrong we blamed mama
I reminised on tha stress I caused, it wuz hell
hugg'en on my mama from a jail cell
and who'ed think in elementry, heeeey i'd see tha penatentry
One day
running from tha Police, that's right
Momma catch me--put a whoop'en to my backside
and even as a crack fiend mama,
ya always was a black queen mama
I finally understand for a woman
it ain't easy--trying ta raise a man
ya always wuz commited, a poor single mother on welfare,
tell me how ya did it
there's no way I can pay ya back
but tha plan is ta show ya that I understand.
you are appreciated......

Laaaaady, don't cha know we luv ya
Sweeeet Laaaady, place no one above ya
Sweeeet Laaaady, don't cha know we luv ya

Ain't nobody tell us it wuz fair
no luv for my daddy, cause tha coward wuzn't there
he passed away and I didn't cry
cause my anger, wouldn't let me feel for a stranger
they say i'm wrong and i'm heartless
but all along I wuz looking for a father--he wuz gone
I hung around with tha thug's and even though they sold drugs
they showed a young brother luv
I moved out and started really hang'in
I needed money of my own so I started slang'in
I ain't guilty cause, even though I sell rocks
It feels good, putting money in your mailbox
I love paying rent when tha rents due
I hope ya got tha diamond necklace that I sent to you
cause when I wuz low, you was there for me
ya never left me alone, cause ya cared for me
and I can see ya coming home after work late
ya in tha kitchen trying ta fix us a hot plate
just working with tha scraps you wuz given
and mama made miracles every Thanksgiving
but now tha road got rough, your alone
trying ta raise two bad kids on your own
and there's no way I can pay ya back
but my plan is ta show ya that I understand
you are appreciated.....

Laaaaady, don't cha know we luv ya
Sweeeet Laaaady, place no one above ya
Sweeeet Laaaady, don't cha know we luv ya

pour out some liquor and I remenise
cause through tha drama, I can always depend on my mama
and when it seems that i'm hopeless
you say tha words that can get me back in focus
when I wuz sick as a little kid
ta keep me happy theres no limit to tha things ya did
and all my childhood memories
are full of all tha sweet things ya did for me
and even though I act craaaazy
I got ta thank tha Lord that ya maaaade me
There are no words that can express how I feel
Ya never kept a secret, always stayed real
and I appreciate how ya raised me
and all tha extra love that ya gave me
I wish I could take tha pain away
If you can make it through tha night, there's a brighter day
everything'll be alright if ya hold on
it's a strugle
everyday gotta roll on
and there's no way I can pay ya back
but my plan is ta show ya that I understand
you are appreciated.......

Laaaaady, don't cha know we luv ya
Sweeeet Laaaady, place no one above ya
Sweeeet Laaaady, don't cha know we luv ya, Sweeeet Laaaady

Laaaady...[fades]...Laaaady


-2 PaC

MaMa I LoVe YoU AnD I ThAnK YoU FoR BeInG ThErE FoR MeE ThRoUgH EvErYtHiNg AnD AlWaYs UnDeRsTaNdInG WhErE Im CoMmInG FrOm!!! I LoVe YoU MaMa!! <33

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BoRaD As ShIt! [16 Apr 2004|09:33am]
[ mood | bored ]

Just sittin here wit Cassie and Shannon its 3rd per and we're up in the LC. Plans didnt go as planned lastnight...I went to Shannons and Dave went and played BBall atthe park and then we meet back up at his house around 6 or somewhere around there...we didnt really do anything at Shannons house besides just sit around and chill. Thats all there really is to do. O Yeah and I saw Big Robb and Corey yesterday too and then Mike came out and we chilled and talked on Shannons front porch for a lil bit. Ummmmm o yeah my mom got home around 3 yesterday. It scared me but i thought that she would be ok!

Im sick of fighting wit people but the only person talkin shit now is Sabrena but i dont care what fat people have to say about me there just mad because they dont look as good as skinny people do...haha FaT BiTcH!! And everyone knows how much shit that gurl talks everyone always tell her to shut up and shit because they get sick of hearin her talk about hittin people...i think its funny because she says she is going to do it but yet she never does...i think she says that she is going to hit me everyday and when i do see her the bitch ass she dont even look at me.

-FaT SkAnKy BiTcHeS AiNt GoT ShIt On MeE!! <33 HaHa

Tonight I Have to go to work from 5 till close (10) it sucks but theres nothin i can do about it i just want to find me a new job and not a fast food one...I want one where i can wear my own clothes and shit like that but i quite this job untill i have all my bills and shit payed off...but o well what the fuck are you ganna do?

I dont really chill wit anyone but dave anymore so LauRa CaSsiE MaNdA CaNdY and ShaNnOn are going to have to get together this weekend and so something. It can be a girls well shannon(boy) HaHa night out!

HaHa Chad just went to say shift to the teacher and said shit...haha...funny funny!!!

-LoVe YoU LaUrA, CaSsIe, MaNdA, JeN, CaNdY, AnD ShAnNoN!!

xoxox DaVe xoxox
-OnE LoVe AlWaYs AnD FoReVeR "2.18.04"

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CrAzY NiGhT! [15 Apr 2004|09:31am]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | ItS RaInInG MeN!!! HaHaHa ]

When i got home lastnight i found out that my mom left the house around 8 and she never came home and no one knows where she is....it kinda scares me but i know that she will be home when i get home today and if she isnt well then i hope everything is ok. Dave is commin over to my house today to chill and watch movies. Me and my dad are going to pick him up after i get out of skool. Sara isnt in skool today and i think that her man CARLOS got her mad at me but i dont care because i didnt do shit to her. Like we were always told "friends come and go".

Im Sitting here wit Shannon right now we are in 3rd per. i dont work tonight so thats a good thing but i work friday sat. and sun. and fri. i work from 5-10pm and sat i work 10-5pm and sunday i work 12-8pm. So that means i can spend time wit DAVE!!! :)
HeHe I Love That Kid. He does everything and anything for me...

Ewww Beth Baylor just walked into the room. HaHa she reminds me of a little Rat. I never liked that gurl O Yeah and Fat Sabrena is still saying she is going to kick my ass but when she see's me the bitch dont even look at me. She is just tryin to act big because thats all her and her "crew"(Mandy,and Shauna) know how to. O well im not scared.

I Cant wait till after skool today i love spending time wit my babie boy...im glad im wit someone who treats me right and listens to me when i try and say something to them. Unlike Mckenzie and Mike....they were always ass hole always worried about drinkin and drugs..but im not worried about it anymore because when they get into trouble or hurt i wont have to hear about it. DAVE I LoVe YoU!! <33

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Stupid Shady Ass People!!! [11 Apr 2004|10:15pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]
[ music | LoVe Vs HaTe ]

Stupid fuckin people who act like your friend one second and then goes and talks shit about you five mins later is shady ass shit...he knows who he is....and i dont want Dave chillin wit him anymore...he dont need to chill wit shady ass people like Carlos....big bad carlos...people who act like that need to grow the fuck up and realize that there shit isnt everything...i have alot of shit on that kid and i was a true friend and kept it to myself but next time he says shit about me i will make sure people knows what he is REALLY about!!

Dave I Love You and i want you to know that and i know that we have had our ups and downs but everyone does...you are a real man and dont let stupid shit get to you and dont let people put you down and you do everything for me and i would do anything for you...just please dont ever do anything to fuck it up.LOVE YOU!

Ate dinner wit my family and christina and dave then amber and her man bret came over and we chilled in my room for awhile and then we went to Ambers house and stayed there and chilled for an hour or two then i went to see my real dad in Berwick and we talked for awhile and then we all came back to my brothers house and i went to daves and then he ate somemore and he walked me to my brothers and then i found out some shit when i was on the phone while dave and shady ass carlos and it was fucked up but then ummmm o yeah i called carlos and got into a fight wit carlos and his ass had to be a bitch and hang up on me because he didnt have the balls to listeb to what i had to say and right now im.....chillin at my brothers wit Cara her man christina and both of the babys and my brother. i have stayed here for the past few days and im havin so much fun...haha! But anyway..haha..hehe well thats all that really happend to day wit me!! LoviN TO MY BabiE BoY DavE!!

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ChIlLiN [10 Apr 2004|09:43am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | You Know What We Do Is Wrong!! ]

Chillin at my brothers with my brother christina amisha and my babie boy dave....had to go to work lastnight then i came over to my brothers and stayed the night...and i have to go back to work tonight at 5 then i have no clue what im doin...ummm i forget what else i did....o yeah i went to shannons house and chilled wit Shannon and Candy, Ashley and some other kid...and we did our thing and i think thats about all i did so far this weekend...im going to try and get ahold of Shannon and Candy and see what they are doing later tonight...i dont work sunday or monday and no school eather days so im going to chill wit my babie..hehe!!

xoxoxDaVexoxox

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DaMn FaT PeOpLe!!! [08 Apr 2004|11:29am]
[ mood | bitchy ]

Fat Sabrena Needs to keep her mouth shut and learn that not everone is scared of her. And there are going to be problems if she says one more thing about me. Samantha is going to be in the hospital...that bitch had the nurve to come up to carlos's car when i was in there she is very lucky that they deidnt let me out of the car because i would going to rip her out of her peice of shit car and beat her ass till the bitch stops breathing! HaHa FuCkInG SlUt she needs to keep her damn legs closed!

People on my shit list:
Mandy
Sabrena
Sam
Shana
(NaStY HoEs)

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WhAt A FuCkInG DaY!!! [07 Apr 2004|11:38am]
Im sitting in 6th per. doing nothin at all...just being pissed off because stupid fat bitches like Sabrena Davis dont know how to keep her mouth shut. And all her little wanna be ghetto friends...This gurls sayin she got all up in my face and shit...haha thats some funny shit right therr.HaHa. Then after school im off to work till 9 and then going home and getting some damn SLEEP.

xoxoxDaVexoxoxo
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PlAy GuRl Xo [06 Apr 2004|06:01pm]
UmMmM.... Chillin wit Candy doin our thing...you know!! Went to school sat there all fuckin day went to Shannons house wit Mandy Shannon and CaNdY!! Thats my FUCKIN Day
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PrEtTy JoUrNaL [06 Apr 2004|01:26pm]
This is my new journal and sara is here helping me...hehe yeah!!



xoxoxo DaVe xoxoxo
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